i think i seriously lost my interest in piano. its always so unbearable during piano lessons. i'm always getting scolding. and that bitch always hit me like nobody's business. is this considered abuse? take today for example, she took my hand, my last finger and bang onto the bloody damn fucking piano and IT WAS EFFING PAINFUL. for those of you who thinks it isnt painful, go and try. or perhaps, i help you?! i hate her. i hate her and I HATE HER.
i dont understand what's so important about the certs i get for each grade. isnt it still the same if i know how to play the freaking piano? cant i just stop playing now? PLEASE? my mom doesnt understand!! she wants me to play the piano. what's the reason? she cant fucking play the piano cause her bones are too hard. -.--.-

but at least i bought quite a few clothes on sunday. heh. shopping is soooooo COOL. (: