I just realised that i dont know people around me well. I may know them superficially, but not very well. Same goes to my parents, i dont know them well and i dont think they know me well too.

It just suck, having being treated as a 3 year old baby, when i'm actually going to be SEVENTEEN. Seventeen and yet i get nonsense like "you're still too young to know" or "dont talk when the adults are talking". That hurts, when you get it from your parents.

Not that i want to poke my ass into all these and be a kaypoh. But this is my family, people i grew up with, yet i dont get the right to know what the fuck is going on? I need to be reminded that i'm still a kid, and that i'm not mature enough to deal with the problems. Then what's a family for? Might as well call this an office?

& those of your friends, who are the cause of all these bloody changes, ought to get a kick on the butts. They get the right, to know what's going on, and you discuss with them. Yet, i have to keep my bloody mouth shut, & i cant even tell people i trust.

What the heck is this?

FAMILY?

A WHOLE LOAD OF BULLSHIT.