I'm going crazy already.

Being in this family has never been easy. Its frustrating and stressful. With a mother who keeps mothering you around, like you're a fucking kid and all those restrictions, a normal human being would definitely get annoyed. But i'm not allowed to voice it out.

Why?

Because whenever i voice out, i'm said to be showing attitude, and not respectful. But what has she done to actually make me feel better? More complaints about me, threats about grounding me and stuffs.

I want to grow up like now, and get out of this family. Earn my own money, get my own house, and lead my own life. Unlike now, like a bloody trapped animal.

Dont ask me if i'm alright, cos i'm not.